Why do we love?

pissed off with blogger..damn screwed up.*glares at blogger*typed a nice long entry with germz yesterday, and now gone.had 2.4 run today.sucked.onli 17:45.when i see others run, so easy.come to me.i suck. thank goodness there was seren and qian qian to push me.if not, i tink i get 18 min plus already..

went to mel's house today.pardon me, but i haf to say i;m not going to go to another party like that again.gosh, felt so extra with lin xiu.i was talking mostly to her mum n mel's mum.very nice pple.she told me there were gona be six.rite.more than eight turned up.kept quiet for most of the time there.didnt noe what to say.maybe i;m the ne who's over-sensitive,but mel seem to enjoy hanging out with them than compared to us. maybe it's true that pple will change.nv tot it was so fast.happy birthday mel, but i'm nv going to your party the next time if you invite so many of ur sch's pple. the guys suck with a capital S.Feh.

went for youth.somehow over-run today,i got headaches when i got down from the bus.my brain juz shut down during the song game we played.totally forgot all the verses.oh well.then we discussed faith in God, then leading to issues in the world.nv imagined tt all of us are actually israelites in spirit.got a lift.____ put me down in the car.she is practically countering whatever i say.damn bitch.she hates me, but i'm not too fond of her either.she hates me for probably being a prep, i seriously disliked her for being a rebel.let's just say i;m on opp ends with her.she's in bball,i'm in band.she totally loves giving me a gd kick to my confidence.like i said.bitch.duno what's her problem y she keeps daoing me. cant she juz get over with it or at least tell me in the face?bitch.i'm pissed.it's not ur day.
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