Why do we love?

*cough cough* Thick layer of dust flies* been quite a while since i've been in here/there are so many things that have happened,but i dont really feel the need to put it down since some have just happened and un- happened, i'm really just back to main base.

fantasia was well-received by the audiece which i felt extremely thankful to God for. and another thing to glorify God is our sax ensemble turned out to be a better hit than what we would have expected!! Thank God!thank you all for the flowers and well-wishes received. That was my last concert with the band as an official band member. it was ver different from the previous years, and thank you for all the encouragement, so different with a entire facelift of a repertoire from the others,but still,it was a great concert,one i enjoyed myself tremendously at. and special thanks to my dear section for working so hard for this concert. : ))

now that fantasia's over,it's back to the usual mundane dull experience with the books...monotonous really,without band.miss it all over again. the other day, was just walking towards the stairs next to the HOD staffroom when i caught sight of the linkway connecting the j block to the st michael's block. Just the mere sight of it unexpectedly hit me with a wave of nostalgia.. "will i ever have a chance to go through that again to the band room?"this question just reverberated in my head at that moment. this is happening now even before i step down.perplexing issue. holidays are welcomed breaks for me to breathe now, with all the tuition and pract and homework piling up..

but a delighting discovery : i have found my second most favourite holiday of the year. rather it's two days linked together with the same incident but i still see it as one, it's Good Friday and Easter Sunday, after my all time favoured one Christmas. I have finally found the special significance over a period since three days ago, finally saw how much Jesus has done for me. I am a sinner,who is weak in character and her resolve,a constant source of pain to everyone i face, yet my Lord loves me for who I am. that's the reason why He went up on that cross on this same day two thousand over years ago. out of selfless love for millions of unworthy sinners who do not deserve His Love. The agony,torment, the mockery,the whipping,the crucification,the abandonment of God and everyone He cared for, He did not deserve to go through this being unblemished and holy. Yet, He did. Thank You Jesus for loving a sinner like me.
I cant express it in words of all that I feel towards Him,but read the following verses, and put yourself in the shoes of the thief who was crucified with Jesus on His right:

But the other criminal rebuked him. "Don't you fear God," he said, "since you are under the same sentence? We are punished justly, for we are getting what our deeds deserve. But this man has done nothing wrong."

Then he said," Jesus remember me when you come into your kingdom."

Jesus answered him, " I tell you the truth, today you will be with me in Paradise."

Luke 23:40-43

Jesus, I re-commit my life unto Thy Hand. I submit myself wholly to You.