... I'm so tired now,trying to keep things afloat..i dont have the energy or the time to deal with friendships right now...it's so tiring just having to account to the one particular person when you are not even sure how your schedule will turn out for the week,when all extra time are supposed to be dedicated to your sinking studies..jc band's no joke.no one,only God knows of my pain and my troubles-i'm pretty much unreactive now. friendships are so difficult to maintain...

On a lighter note though, thank God and Praise HIM for being here with me through all this.He ensures i survive through everything that comes my way-
Thank God that He brings me to Church...without God,His Word and all God's love in the family there, i would have gone bonkers. Lord You understand what i'm going true,how hard it is for me to even stop taking a breather to go back to work.to even start work. despite the urgent need that i need to start work. Thank God for presentation night that went on without hitches that He did not solve...His hand is really with us : )) like today's ting xie too, i wouldnt have had only one word wrong when i didnt really study for it,if You hadnt had pity n me, heard my cry to You from Your throne in Heaven and delivered me.
Lord i feel like i'm disappointing everyone,from parents,teachers to friends,band mates.

Lord, i really need You now.

But Your Promise brings me new hope,comforts me:

"Do not be afraid.
Stand firm and you will see the deliverance

the Lord will bring you today."

- Exodus 14:13

rui at 2:07:00 AM