...just read a few blogs today...made me realise my problems were actually quite small. others need more help than me.. so as jia xin said, i've made up my mind. stop sitting down to mope and cry. I'm going to get up. Thank You LOrd for uplifitng my spirit : )) sorry for the emo post previously.was typed in a moment when i felt really depressed.
to all who face problems now: God will bring you deliverance. Gambatte.